sentimental

whenever i have a minute to myself i like to sit down at the computer and go through our old pictures and fix the red eye. our old camera was horrible and basically every single picture we own has really bad red eye. 

so every time i sit down to do this i swear i get a little teary eyed.

going through all our old pictures has made me so dang sentimental. i just feel like my life is going by way too quickly. 

being pregnant is just awful for me. i have honestly never been so sick and unhealthy in my entire life. for nine months all i try and do is survive, and it seems like the longest time of my life. 

and then the baby is born and i am happier then ever and time flies by like crazy. i hate it! why can't it be the opposite.

i honestly can not remember a happier time in my life then when tacey was born. she was the best baby ever. she made my transition into motherhood so easy.

it seems like yesterday she was just born.

how the heck to she go from this(4 days old).........

 .....to this(4 years old) in a blink of an eye? 

i can hardly stand it.

 and what makes things even harder, is that the baby in our house is no longer a baby.

and i don't realize that until i see pictures like this where she is so dang tiny. 

where has the time gone?

i can't even describe how sad it is to say goodbye to this part of motherhood. 

yes it is nice that i get to sleep all night now,

and i no longer have to get up and make bottles or breastfeed,

and that i get to sit through relief society all by myself.

but seriously,

that went by way too fast.

all i can do right now is try and enjoy every single second i can!

these girls are AMAZING and i don't want to miss a thing.